Entries for August, 2005

August 1st, 2005

Frustrations

Yeah I've been so bloody frustrated lately. The whole day, Simone (who sits beside me) had been trying to hard to get me to cool down because I was panicking the whole time. It's either I'm panicking for no reason or I become so dazed she can't even get me at all. She has been seeming genuinely afraid of me. Haha. Bleh.

Do you ever wonder what my friends think of me? Meh heh. Zee & Val drew these during aep. How upsetting. Do I not look cheerful? Hmph.



All the rest in a list form.
1. AEP today was so frustrating. I was just screaming, and talking to myself. But I made my cute little ah seng flash animation, made it swim HOHO. I -swear- I can only do the technical stuff people don't like doing. *coughs* I can only do animation for flash, I suck at drawing there. Then for robotics I can only program. Ahaha - and you call me creative.
2. Went for dramanight - I was pretty upset just before, so I was pretty distracted during the performance. But that's besides the point. I was being an idiot during the interval, and fell - tumbled down the stairs and fell on my face. No idea who and how many people saw me but my nose still hurts.
3. Form teacher was being a big fucked ass. Honestly, I didn't think I'd call her that. Her tactless words just made me lose all respect I ever had for her. Ugh.
Posted by ning at 09:29 PM | -silence- no raa

August 4th, 2005

SCREAM - PERV!

Who remembers THIS ENTRY about the fat guy who tried to molest? XD

Okay. It appears that 5 months down, he is still lurking around the school bus stop, I've seen him in not just 3 occasions. NOT FUNNY at all. He's a dangerous PERV! Warning to all IJ girls who ever goes opposite the school bus stop at about 6+. He wears uniform, white blouse and short navy blue pants. Wears black-framed glasses.

Al: THE 6PM PERV does he wear specs?
Ning: yes. 6pm perv, new name huh XD
Al: WE SAW HIM.
Ning: REALLY! see i told you
Al: he sat next to this girl from our school
Ning: he has weird SHIFTY eyes you know right...
Al: she was in danceamania then he kept moving closer
Ning: i noticed that he doesn't sit unless there's a girl sitting there
Al: eventually, al the ij girls grouped themselves together cus there was some other dude sitting on e other seat
Ning: eh tomorrow go with me k? we'll go tell a teacher
Al: he seemed kinda frustrated that he had no "target"
Ning: hur! XD
Al: okay ms shanthi?
Ning: he has shifty eyes RIGHT?
Al: HAHAHA YEAH he seems mad la
Ning: YAH
Al: krystle and i were the only ones left at the bus stop and we were like damn freaked out
Ning: and it makes no sense why he'd stop at our school bus stop. HUR and you both were the both who KNEW (cos I mentioned it to them the last time we went out to study)XD. Let me go look back and check back on when exactly it was
Al: yeah
Ning: that i first saw him lurking around
Al: krystle noticed him first. cus he looked. weird then i saw him and i was like: WTF
Ning: yeah he's so freaky lor the last time i saw him i decided not to sit down but i kept seeing him look at me
Al: yah he was staring at us and i stared back
Ning: oh what time did you see him? will be good to tell ms shanthi, confirm that it's like 6pm XD
Al: about 6 after debate training ended. yeah, 6 plus. 6.10?
Ning: oh okie HUR O_O So we were right o_O! in uniform... right?
Al: we the little detectives YEAH
Ning: no school logo?
Al: i was trying to see what school i think it may be balestier hill
Ning: yeah i thought so he looks like a geeky china boy but HUR that's besides the point
Al: yeah! freaky. T.T
Ning: damn, i can't believe it's been months and he is still getting away with this

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Haha and we're going to go see ms shanthi tomorrow to tell her about this. HUR!
Posted by ning at 11:46 PM | 1 raawrring

August 7th, 2005

Quick update

Quick update: Heading over to connie's house to have a study sleepover. HOHO.

Majorly late notice, but did I mention that I got a new LJ...? And that I'm regularly updating it? If not - CLICK FOR ~_blackacid. Yeap. The entries there are mostly centered around school encounters.

I should also mention what happened the day before I headed for Honour's Day. So, Alessa, Krystle and I told Ms Shanthi about the insane 6pm perv. Her reaction was, as Alessa had raised, priceless. It started out being really calm, when I told her that I personally had a bad experience, questioning and all. Then she started getting a little excited. And I mean, EXCITED - like "WOOHOO, I've got a perv to nab" sorta excited. No kidding! And then she said "Why didn't you slap him! DAMN!" (or somtehing along those lines) And yes, I say again, she was so... engaged XD

Hur. And I suspect she thinks I'm emotionally scarred by that incident (guy tickled thigh *CHOKES*). Cos like I said, she seemed to think I was very upset the whole of Honour's Day. Sometimes she says "Hmm. It's alright, yining. It's alright." and I'd stare at her incredulously and shocked. Also she said something like "Please go to the OM and give him details the FIRST THING in the morning, so we can make an announcement to tell the school about that perv - and *she winks* not wait until months later." Hurhur!

Yes. So I also noted that if Ms Teow, our very darling form teacher, gets wind of this, she wouldn't be shocked or concerned in anyway. Well, maybe shocked that *coughs* we hadn't approached her about it and instead seeked Ms Shanthi's help. Jealousy - really.
Posted by ning at 01:01 PM | 1 raawrring

August 20th, 2005

*shrugs*

It's been a good long week since I updated. Nothing much has been happening, unless you count going crazy and being totally out of my mind the entire week. Perhaps it's just some bumpy time and maybe I'll get over it or something. Yet the sticky churning of insanity plagues me like chewing gum or something. It's about time this madness stops, but I'm not going to justify whatever strange antics I find myself doing. I know I've gotten myself in quite a bit of shit already - and I've got my mom all tensed up and worried but being the very well *shrugs* chinese mom she is, she doesn't say a thing.

Okay. I updated evanesco - and will try continue doing so from now on. I don't mind if everyone changes their links from my tabulas to eORG (:

Went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with my mom and siblings today. In fact, it's actually my second time watching it. The first time I watched it was with Delle and Savina :D It think it was more fun watching with friends, because they actually get the humour - so many points I chuckled at - the whole theatre today, didn't quite get the funny points. Perhaps it's just me who's rather easily tickled. But come on, that whole theatre is filled with army personnel (My mom works in the army, and today the army sorta booked the entire theatre or something along those lines) and their kids - how funny can it get? They probably lack that area of humour in life or something.

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is a great movie, really. It's just funny, demented and disturbing - but great all the same. It's a sweet story and all. Well, I FELL ASLEEP TODAY while watching the movie, missed like 3/4 of the movie I think. I didn't quite miss much since I've already watched it before, but it's quite still a pity don't you think? But I was so tired and drained, I think I sorta just fell asleep unconsciously. *shrugs* Oh well.

The pics below aren't really good, bad angles and all but who gives a shit - I don't. Ahaha, they were taken during AEP *grins* this monday.
Posted by ning at 03:29 PM | 6 raawrring

August 30th, 2005

Hungry Ghost Festival

Yue... I don't know how the situation at New Orleans is. Hurricane Katrina already took 50+ lives and I really hope you'll be safe. Ning loves you, baitch X_X

Gah! The school is so spooky.

Yesterday, late evening, after AEP and after ARC people came back from the Science Center. An ARC levelmate left her bag outside the DnT Lab. So we tried to go as a group from the canteen, past the AEP studio then up to the DnT lab, but just before we passed the Prayer Room, we heard this chilling ringing howling noise that grew louder and louder. It didn't sound a bit like wind, there wasn't much wind anyway, and it didn't sound quite like aeroplanes at all. I didn't really want to say anything until everyone was like "Oh My God, did you hear that?!". We freaked. Everyone except Donna heard it I think. We were like crap lets run and we just ran to the carpark. GAH. That was so creepy. But yes, Donna managed to get her bag later together with Carmen by the carpark way anyway.

After we got the keys to the ARC room so that Zong Ling could get her bag, we left to walk to Toa Payoh central. It just so happened that we had to pass by a Ge Tai, some sorta Hungry Ghost Festival jazz. Freaky enough I say.

I think I try very hard not to think about the Hungry Ghost Festival because I'm just afraid I guess. My mom doesn't want to hear me speaking like this, she doesn't think it's very wise to shoot my mouth off during the Seventh Month, in case I offend some ghosts or something. Having not particularly had any spooky incidents (not that I'm complaining), I don't think I'm quite ready to believe in this. Does it make sense then, that the Western community who is unaware of this chinese practice would not have any spooky incidents? A possible argument could be that only the chinese community burn papermoney and foodstuffs for them, so they tend to populate our areas. But that aside, it hardly makes any sense.

My mom, though she really isn't quite a traditional person, still believes that we should not make major changes to our homes during the Seventh Month. It is also because of that that she forbade me to paint my room. Or perhaps it was just that she didn't like my proposal of a red-and-black room. In any case, she expressed surprised when my dad (who is a property agent) mentioned that sales for this month wasn't very bad. I guessed that she believes also that people don't want new houses then.

The Hungry Ghost Festival is going to end soon though. I'm looking forward to it, because I've been going home late at night and walking along the void deck for the 10 metres or so still creeps me out.
Posted by ning at 01:31 PM | 1 raawrring